I don't know what i was thinking about !
i just , i have a lot of feels , such as family ,friends ,my future life ,affection ,and so on !
i become very lazy now ! and did not to study any more . i am tired now !
in recently , i felt that is my fault to had some feel with somebody ! so this feel change to other people ! that is all my big fault ! so i feel very tired ! i could not change our current relationship ! stay as now ! and a boy often call me , i do not have any topic with him ! when he call me i often busy , i said i have an meeting now ! but is true , i felt so sorry ! i want we just friends , i do not want to change , i am very afraid this , why ? i do not know !