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Question

从北京回来之后，我以为我真的可以喜悦着你的喜悦、幸福着你的幸福、难过着你的难过了，可是我发现事情不是我想的那样，我依然站在离你那么远的地方，或者说你依然站在离我那么远的地方。我说过我什么都不用你承诺，我只想在开心的时候让你知道我想跟你分享我的开心，在难过的时候听到你的一句简单的鼓励。你真的觉得纵使这样我依然太过放肆了吗？现在我真的专注于学习，可是你知道每次从题海中抬起头来看到你因为随便什么人的随便什么话都开心地笑起来的时候我真的不知道是什么感觉，你很久都没冲我笑了。你也很久都没跟我说话了。你会告诉别人同时说服自己你的世界完全可以没有我，我不会。你会告诉别人同时说服你自己你在乎的只是前程不是我，我不会。你会告诉别人同时说服自己你一直过得很好，我不会。你会告诉别人同时说服自己你曾饱经风霜但是你依然能如此乐观开朗，我不会。我真的失望了，为了你们所有人的伪装，真的真的失望了。我放下了尊严放下了固执放下了桀骜都是因为放不下你，可你把这看做你高我一等的理由，我想告诉你，至少现在而言，我们只是同学，我本可以发泄我所有的情绪放出我所有的冷漠，但那只是本可以，我不可以那么去做所以我觉得你也不要觉得你可以。你有她们在身边，而我的他们都已经走了。幸福就像幻觉，exist-like but actually not.

Answer 1

从北京回来之后，我以为我真的可以喜悦著你的喜悦、幸福著你的幸福、难过著你的
难过了，可是我发现事情不是我想的那样，我依然站在离你那么远的地方，或者说
你依然站在离我那么远的地方。
Since back from Beijing, I have thought I could really feel your joy, your happiness and your sorrows. However, I have come to know that it has not been what I have hoped for. Where I am standing is still far away from you.
Or let me put it this way: where you are still standing is so remote a place to me.
(I have thought I could really be joyful with your joy, happy with your
happiness and sad with your sadness.)

我说过我什么都不用你承诺，我只想在开心的时候让你知道我想跟你分享我的开心，
在难过的时候听到你的一句简单的鼓励。你真的觉得纵使这样我依然太过放肆了吗？

I have said I would need no commitments from you. All I want is to let you know I would like to share my happiness with you when I am happy, to have some encouragement from you when I am down. Do you really think just these are still too much of me?

现在我真的专注于学习，可是你知道每次从题海中抬起头来看到你因为随便什么人
的随便什么话都开心地笑起来的时候我真的不知道是什么感觉，你很久都没冲我笑
了。你也很久都没跟我说话了。

I am now working hard with my studies, but I doubt whether you know how I really feel whenever I look up from those books and see your smiles, just because of somebody saying something. It has been long since you last smiled at me. It has been long since you last talked to me.

你会告诉别人同时说服自己你的世界完全可以没有我，我不会。

You would tell others and convince yourself that I am dispensable in your
world; I wouldn't do the same.(我不会告诉别人...)
(如果是指原作者的世界不能没有那男人-改为; I couldn't.这2个字便可,下面相同
)

你会告诉别人同时说服你自己你在乎的只是前程不是我，我不会。
You would tell others and convince yourself that what you care for is your
future instead of me; I wouldn't do the same.

你会告诉别人同时说服自己你一直过得很好，我不会。
You would tell others and convince yourself that you are always fine; I
wouldn't do the same.

你会告诉别人同时说服自己你曾饱经风霜但是你依然能如此乐观开朗，我不会。
You would tell others and convince yourself that you had been in hard times
and yet so upbeat and cheerful; I wouldn't do the same.

我真的失望了，为了你们所有人的伪装，真的真的失望了。
I am but disappointed, really deeply, at the hypocrisy of all of you.

我放下了尊严放下了固执放下了桀骜都是因为放不下你，可你把这看做你高我一等
的理由，我想告诉你，至少现在而言，我们只是同学，我本可以发泄我所有的情绪
放出我所有的冷漠，但那只是本可以，我不可以那么去做所以我觉得你也不要觉得
你可以。

I said goodbye to my pride, I said goodbye to my perseverance, and I said
goodbye to my stubbornness(我不明桀骜的意思,借用了其他回覆者所用的stubbornness)
all because I couldn't say goodbye to you. But these have become the reasons of your looking down at me. I would like to tell you, at least at this moment, that we are just classmates, that I could have shown all my feelings, and that I could have shown all my indifference. While all these are so supposed, I cannot act in this way, and so I trust neither can you.

你有她们在身边，而我的他们都已经走了。幸福就像幻觉，exist-like but actually
not.

You have girls around you, and mine have all gone. Happiness is illusion, exist-like but actually not.

Answer 2

After returning from Beijing, I thought I could really pleased for you joy, happiness with your happy, sad with your sadness, but I find I do not think so, I still stand so far away from you , or that you are still standing so far away from me. I said I do not promise you anything, I just want to make you happy when you know that I want to share my happy and sad times in an easy to hear your encouragement. Do you really think that I am still too presumptuous even though it? Now I really focus on learning, but you know that each time the sea looked up from the title to see you because whatever whatever people are happy, then laughed when I really do not know what it feels like, you no long laughed at me. You for a long time no talk to me. You will tell others at the same time to convince yourself that you can not my world, I will not. You will also convince you tell people you care about is not my future, I will not. You will tell others at the same time to convince yourself that you have been living very well, I will not. You will tell others at the same time to convince yourself that you have weather-beaten, but you still could be so optimistic, cheerful, I will not. I am really disappointed, to disguise all of you, really, really disappointed. I put down put down a stubborn dignity down the Jieao because you can not let go, can you put that as your reason for high I First, I want to tell you, at least for now, we are just students, I could vent my All the emotional release all of my cold, but that could have, I can not do so then I think you do not think you can. Do you have them with me, and my they have gone. Happiness is like an illusion, exist-like but actually not.

Answer 3

After coming back from Beijing, I think I can really pleased with your joy and happiness in your happiness, sadness with you sad, but I found that it is not I want, I am still standing in the place from you so far, or are you still standing in the place far away from me. I said I what all need not your promise, I just want to let you in time that I want to share my happy with you, in your sad to hear a simple encouragement. If you really think that I still too extravagant? Now I really focus on learning, but you know from the sea of exams in looked up to see you for any man what casual words laughed when I really don't know what you feel, I haven't laughed at me. You and I haven't talking to me. Would you tell others also convince yourself of your world can not me, I won't. Would you tell others also convince yourself you care about the future is not me, I won't. Would you tell others also convince yourself you have had a very good, I won't. Would you tell others while you have to convince myself, but you can still weather-beaten face, I won't so optimistic and cheerful. I'm really disappointed, to all your camouflage, really disappointing. I put the dignity down stubborn down not because you are quite unruly, you can take it as you wait for the high me, I want to tell you, at least for now, we just classmates, I can vent all my emotions release all my cold, but that only this can, I can't go on so I think you don't think you can. Do you have them in my side, and they are gone. Happiness is like illusion, but actually exist - like that.

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Answer 4

从北京回来之后，我以为我真的可以喜悦着你的喜悦、幸福着你的幸福、难过着你的难过了，可是我发现事情不是我想的那样，我依然站在离你那么远的地方，或者说你依然站在离我那么远的地方。

After coming back from Beijing, I thought I could really enjoy what you are enjoying, happy what you are happying, and sorrow for what you sorrowed for, but I was wrong, everything is not like what I thought, I still stand far away from you, or you still stand far away from me.

我说过我什么都不用你承诺，我只想在开心的时候让你知道我想跟你分享我的开心，在难过的时候听到你的一句简单的鼓励。

I said I need no promise, I only want you to know that I desire to share with you my pleasure when I am happy, and hear your encouraging words when I am sad, even a simple word.

你真的觉得纵使这样我依然太过放肆了吗？现在我真的专注于学习，可是你知道每次从题海中抬起头来看到你因为随便什么人的随便什么话都开心地笑起来的时候我真的不知道是什么感觉，你很久都没冲我笑了。你也很久都没跟我说话了。

Do you really feel that I am too licentious even if I am what I was? And now I really focus on my study, but do you know what I feel when I raise my head from the sea of questions and see you happily smile to anyone for any words. You haven't smiled to me for such a long time, let alone talking with me.

你会告诉别人同时说服自己你的世界完全可以没有我，我不会。你会告诉别人同时说服你自己你在乎的只是前程不是我，我不会。你会告诉别人同时说服自己你一直过得很好，我不会。你会告诉别人同时说服自己你曾饱经风霜但是你依然能如此乐观开朗，我不会。

You would tell others and at the same time persuade yourself that your world can be perfect without me, but I won't. You would tell others and at the same time persuade yourself that you only care about your future but not me, but I won't. You would tell others and at the same time persuade yourself that you can lead a better life all the time, but I won't. You would tell others and at the same time persuade yourself that you have experienced the hardship of life but are still optimistic and open-minded, but I won't.

我真的失望了。我放下了尊严放下了固执放下了桀骜都是因为放不下你，可你把这看做你高我一等的理由，我想告诉你，至少现在而言，我们只是同学，我本可以发泄我所有的情绪放出我所有的冷漠，但那只是本可以，我不可以那么去做所以我觉得你也不要觉得你可以。你有她们在身边，而我的他们都已经走了。幸福就像幻觉，exist-like but actually not.

You really let me down. I have put down dignity, persistance and stubbornness just because I can't give you up. However, you consider this as if you were superior. I want to tell you, as for now, we are just classmates. I could have given out all my emotions and indifference, but that is just "should have". I couldn't do like that, so I hold you should not think that you could. You still have them beside, but my them have gone already. Happiness is just like illusion, exist-like but actually not.